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Friday, March 20, 2009 Y

Boring holidays

I initially thought holidays were to relax and enjoy life. But i've been rottiing my holidays away. Cant go out as im officially broke gone were the days when i had plenty of cash to spare. If only people were willing to hire me i guess the recession has taken a toll on everyone. There's really so much one cant do without money yet some say money is not that important. Thinking about it every single activity requires $$ except for sleeping.

Still have not sourced for SIP...which i dread. Thinking about what to expect for Year 3, should i just give totally on pulling up my GPA. Since I think its quite pointless i'll never make it to local uni, parents dont really are that interested in sending me overseas. Looking at how hard they slog their guts out just to keep the family going makes me think more about saving. Having children and paying for their education really isnt that easy.

Having my handphone spoilt again really sucks!! Cant communicate witht the rest of the world and i feel so naked without it. Facebook really kinda getting boring with the new crappy layout and countless quiz results posts on your wall. I just wanna find the meaning in life. Living every moment of it to the fullest. Now life just seems meaningless and boring. I've gotta think about things to do. Things that i used to do all ceased, thinking back i should have continued on some things and not give up maybe i could have a better future.

I guess all these things are up to God to decide for me and I dont really have any control over it. Well this has to be my longest post yet, but I feel much better after putting my thoughts up and hoping I can reflect on it.
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